My dog, Frank. It’s dawning on me that the love we had is gone. I don’t really have any friends or lovers or people that I generally loved like that and he isn’t anywhere waiting for me.
No one will ever recognize the sound of my car pulling into the driveway. And no one will ever be that excited for me to give my undivided attention in belly rubs as I tell them about my day.
Jesus Christ dude. My best friend is gone and the earth feels lighter.
I didn’t see his body before they buried him so it’s like he’s not really dead and I’m a little confused.
I look out the front window of the house and he’s not there taking a shit on the neighbor’s yard. I’m kind if waiting for him to reappear on the carpet in my bathroom or see him poke his head into my room classically waiting for a hand written invitation to come in. God dude, where the fuck is my dog?
Some day I won’t complain about how some guy doesn’t want to date me bc why should he? I’m a slutbag. But yeah, I should really stop trying to fuck my way into people’s hearts and winning them over with bjs.
I haven’t had a conversation that doesn’t revolve around sex in a very long time. I am an idiot.
I never cry in public.
My manager berated in front of guests.
I smiled the whole time my lips quivered. My eyes welled up.
I pointed to my face quietly to try and tell her that hey, I’m breaking, please stop soon. But she kept going.
My drive home was long. I wondered how fast I’d have to drive and hit something to be ejected and/ die on impact.
I’m thinking about spending the last of money on gas to go see zac efron. I want him to hurt me haha but I’ll get up right before he wants to cum and leave. That would make me a little happy but for a minute.
Man, I’m very annoyed with myself lately.
my sex drive has been crazy high since i came off the pill like a year ago, i love it so much, orgasms are incredibly intense and i just wanna fuck and fuck and fuck and fuck. i’ve always been lucky enough to have rly good sex but goddamn, goddamn, this is just on a whole other level. sometimes having a physical form is a good thing.
Ok see, I always want to have sex around the time my shot is due, but I’ve noticed my sex drive has become less and less if anyone can believe it. Bodies are interesting.